I'm addicted

This post is largely for me, but for some odd reason I'm posting it for the world to see. I met this wonderful man. He's gorgeous, he's funny, he's sweet, he's sarcastic... he's perfect, in that totally unperfect way. When I was going out with Ben I felt the same way, to be honest, but Ben was a playa. And even I could tell that while going out with him. I was really stuck on the whole gentleman thing for awhile. I wanted a complete and utter gentleman - in all ways. But now I realize that usually equates to PLAYER.

So now I have Kori. Kori likes to talk dirty to me, which is usually pretty funny, but I have to tone the boy down. Again, boundaries are incredibly important. I'm getting married in the temple and that's all there is to it! But I really hope this goes somewhere. I've never felt a connection like this with anyone in my whole life. Actually, I never really believed in sparks or chemistry or getting caught up in all of that. But this is changing with Kori. The boy is talking about marriage an awful lot. I just tell him to knock it off and splash some cold water on his face when he gets like that. I need to figure out whether it's lust or something more.